哭了...

哭了...

哭了...

又再一次的哭了...

我今天的心情真的糟透了，但也被彻底的伤透了...

听着音乐，心情还是一样的不能平静下来...

有谁可以告诉我，有什么方法可以让我放松自己..

真的好想好想，好好睡一觉，
隔天，一切都回到从前...

曾经，说了放手

我们彼此的感情就这样的淡化了。
你与我之间，都好像没有那种该存在的感觉了。
因为你的冷淡，你的疏忽，我渐渐的已习惯没有你的日子了。

我们彼此也曾经说了“放手”...
这真会实现吗？

但，又再一次的出现了...
还会在出现吗？

我不敢想，我不去想...
一切就让他顺其自然吧！！！

19th February 2010

19th February 2010 (My Birthday)

No surprise..

No present..

No hang out with others..

No sweet memory..

All in the word of Nothing!!! Nothing special..

Although, today is my birthday. But also is unhappy day for me. Why? Because him and my father.

For HIM..All is normal, all is nothing and just simply accompany me at my hometown to playing mahjong with my family.

For my father.. I argue with him because my sister.

So......
Nothing special for me to write it down..

Wish myself a Unhappy Birthday to Happy Birthday..
Wish myself pass all the subject..
Wish myself all the best in this Tiger Year..

Happy Birthday to myself and my sister Yee Cheng.

Happy Valentine's Day & Happy Chinese New year 2010

All my friends,
Happy Valentine & Happy Chinese New year 2010!!!

Today is a rare of 50 years in a Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year. So, today should be a significant day for all the couple. Normally, the first day of Chinese New Year is a day for every people to meet their family at hometown, but is different in this year. For all the couple will be go dating and capture the sweet memory at the moment with their sweetheart.

Today is a important day for me, but I do not know what the meaning different with others people or may be is same. For someone may have their sweetheart beside them or may not, but for me is NOT.. WHY? Because, my sweetheart need to back to his hometown celebrate Chinese New Year with his family. Therefore, no more sweetheart, no more sweet memory, no more surprise and no more Valentine's present for me.

(So, is a unhappy day for me.)

No choice for me, because I do not want to argue about this topic again in our memory. Beside, he also promise me will back to celebrate my birthday at 19th February 2010.

Anyway, wish all have a sweet Valentine's day and Chinese New Year.
Good Luck for everybody... ^.^

一年了。。。

16/01/2010 -- 农历十二月初二

是的...就是今天，阿公离开了我们就这样的一年了。

今天是阿公的大日子。
（在福建籍里有着这样的习俗，当一个人去世了一年，在世的人就会为他办“对年”。）

今天的我心里一直在想，真的好快，时间真的过得好快啊！！
一年就这样的过去了，回想回和阿公在一起的日子还历历在目...
好像一切事情都才刚发生而已...

虽然，心里还是会一直一直的以为阿公还活着...
但...这已成了事实，阿公是不会在回来了。
可是阿公会在另一个世界里默默的守护着我们...