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My busy life come back already, a lot of the assignment need to do...Haih...Recently, no time for me to upload my bolgs la... (So, sorry for yours ya...)Between, I also no time for me to upload the 《为什么幸运的人总幸运 倒楣的人老倒楣？》..So, need you all wait till I free just upload the continue chapter lah..I think when i come back to my blogspot already in December... =)
都已经是凌晨三点了，可是我还是无法的入眠。最近都一直在失眠，有时候，不到早上都无法的入眠。今晚的我也不例外，一早就躺在床上翻来覆去的不知道怎么是好。刚开始还真的觉得有点疲倦，所以就躺了下来，不躺还好，一躺就惨。（从十点躺倒现在都还无法的入眠。）也不知要做什么好。原本想要做功课，但又很懒惰、很没心情...所以呢！！就只好选择了把我这些无聊的事情以大家一起的分享一下吧！！！我想很多人都会面临失眠的症状吧！！想也知...失眠是多么痛苦的一回事啊！！无法入眠还没关系，最让人痛苦的是-- 在我们无法入眠的同时，脑袋里还在那胡思乱想一通，而且还不知道自己究竟是在想些什么似的。但...如果我们心中没有杂念的话，怎么会胡思乱想呢？是的...我最近的确是有很多的烦恼在困扰着我。所有的事情都好像一瞬间的，来的还真有点快，使得我好像觉得有点喘不过气。这真的让我觉得有点的痛苦，每天晚上都很难入眠，第二天就觉得整个人无精打采的，要做什么事情都不能。（真的好累了啦！！）救命啊！！有谁能可以把我从这个困境中给救出来呢？我想只有我自己吧...好了，不写了。希望我把这篇失眠篇给写完后可以好好的睡一觉。各位，晚安... @.@
最近，我们俩老是为了一些无畏的事情而吵架。但如果没有原因，没有起点的话，我们也不会为了那么一点点的事情而吵吧！“每一件事情的来源都会有个起点，就好像每一把火都会有个火种。如果我们不去把它给点燃，那是不会起火的。但，如果我们不尝试去把它扑灭的话，一旦火燃烧的越大就越难的去扑灭了。”我想，我们以到了这个地步了吧！朋友们老是告诉我，远距离的爱情是很难去维持的，所以要互相包容，互相信任。（这些我都知道）但，有时候很多的事情不是互相包容和信任就可以这样的把它给带过。即使，你把这一切都做好，也未必能修成正果。我对他已经很包容也很信任了，但，这一切的一切不是那么的容易就可以接受他所有的一切。还记得，在几个月之前，我们也是为了这些事情而吵架。当时的情况还有让步的地位，这因为我俩都不想就这样的分开。所以，也只好冷静下来面对面的好好商量。当，我们面对面的讨论这些问题时，你什么都说“能”，而却也答应过了你以后都不会这样对我的。但，事情不过如此。每当你在我身边的时候，你对我的态度比起你在电话里的还要温柔、体贴。为什么？为什么一转身你就好像变了另一个人似的？你每次都只会说我，但你有想一想你自己也不过如此吗？请不要每次都把箭头指向我，有些事不是因我任性而对你无理取闹的。当一个人对你这样的时候，也是有原因的。（俗语说：一个手掌是拍不响的，如果你不把另一只手伸出来拍，那么什么事都可以风平浪静。）过了今天以后，我不知道也不敢想我们究竟还会不会在一起。身为男朋友的你不是因该要把你的本分给做好吗？如果你肯的话，我想就不会有很大的改变了。我会原谅你的，只要你肯踏出这一步，我真的真的会原谅你的。但，在此我还是会想你说声“对不起”...如果你不接受的话，我想我知道该怎样做了。
August is a busy month for me..Erm~ what i busy in the whole month??Let i share with yours in below that:31 July 09 (Ya..the Pikom PC fair is start from today..Means...i start busy from today lo..)1 - 2 August 09Today is second day for me to work at KLCC for the Pikom PC fair, but i feel very bored when during the working..(Yes...i feel bored) Why? This also is a question for me to ask why? What happened of the sales in this few day? (I never face the problem like that ler..) I think is the reason of the H1N1 virus and the road block to make seldom people come out to shopping ba..However, i only hit 23 target for the KL PC fair..(This really is a bad record for all me)3 -4 August 09Just finish KL fair on yesterday, but i already feel unwell..(scared for H1N1) So, i going to visit Mr. Doctor..H3h3..I can conform to tell you "just normal sick only..NOT H1N1" XD!!!5 August 09Actually, i got class on today at 12.15pm till 6.00pm..because of sick to make me absent for today class and take a rest at home lah..(more safety for me & others..quarentine myself untill well) =P Lolz...more excuse..Lazy than said lazy lah..dun give more excuse fot yourself lah...Ha!!!6 August 09-Today, I went back college to re-borrow the book and go bough a bus ticket at Pudu Raya bus station..(Something happened for me when i on the way go to the Pudu Raya from my college) I face an accident after i going to Pudu Raya but very lucky for me because is nothing else for my car..Therefor, i direct go to buy a bus ticket at Pudu Raya bus station and back to home at 4pm...-Normally i need to go Melacca by today, but why until now i still at KL.. Yup..because i need to wait my colleague "Ying Ying" to go together on tomorrow..7 - 9 August 09 (Melacca PC fair)Yup..Melacca PC fair is start on 7 august 09, but i went there on today 2pm..Why?? No need to explain you also will know what the happened of me ba..Before depart from KL to Melacca, i going to visit Mr. Doctor again and get medicine to help my body recover early..(I more scared i will kena H1N1 in Melacca..because Melacca H1N1 is more serious ler..sure i will worried about it la..) Erm~ we arrive there around 4.30pm and direct go to work till 10pm. For 8-9 august 09, same like normal, i start working from 10am till 10pm lah..(not like you so free can rest at home) and we back from Melacca to KL on 9 august at evening 8pm.10 -12 August 09Pity me..continue sick when back from Melacca.. Tak perlu i cakap lagi la..Sure rest at home in this few day unitl i go work at JB PC fair lah..13 August 09I going to JB with my manager on today afternoon 12pm and we arrive there at 4pm..we direct go to setup at Persada Johor Bharu till 6pm..after setup we go to check in hotel at Hotel Puteri Pacific nearby the Perdasa JB.. Almost 7pm, i went out to take dinner with thebf at City Square JB..(Sweet day for me and also is the 1st time for me to meet thebf at JB)14 -16 August 09Back to normal..Working - working - working and working till the end of the PC fair...17 August 09Back from JB to KL and take a good rest after arrive the home...(sweet dream for me) hahaha XD18 August 09Lolz..watching drama whole day at home..19 August 09Today i got class at 12.15pm - 6.00pm..no need to wrote down what I doing on this period gua..because i only feel sleepy in the class..XD20 August 09Be a clearner to clear my room whole day at home..after finish clear my room and playing facebook and writing blogs untill i sleep..(Damn tired now..) Good Night everbody..21 August 09Actually i got class at 9.00am till 11.45pm but i didn't attend for the class because of i get selsama and period pain..(more excuse..how lazy of myself..but that is real 1) Erm..what i doing whole day at home? Lolz..i woke up at 10.30am and watch drama till 1.30pm after that i take a lunch and continue to sleep till 4.00pm..(this is because i take a flu medinici to make me tired) Around 4.30pm, i start doing my assignment till before 1 sleep again lah...(Hardworking of me...^^)Erm~actually i very unhappy today..Why? Because...because of him.. T.T22 -23 August 09Erm...What am i doing at home today?? Come..let me tell you ya!!! (I sleep whole day at home..wakaka!!! Izzit look like pig ler...Lolz~~but i not pig lah..because i sick back tat why i sleep whole day at home loh..) Besides, i very happy on today..Why? Because my LAO GONG come KL today loh..^.^ after see him apa sakit pun baik lor... =PSo...no need to tell yours what i doing loh..sure accompany my LAO GONG lah..Thank my LAO GONG to come and accompany me in this few day ya...muacksssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!24 -27 August 09Back to normal, study, playing game, read novel, listen music, eat and sleep loh.. XD (I only repeat the same thing in this 3 days) So, nothing can share with yours in this 3 days lah.. ><28 August 09My dear are beside me on today and we just stay at home in the whole day to watch the Japanese movie. Around 7pm we go out for dinner and celebrate thebf birthday at 12.00am..(But just simply celebrate with him bcoz the person who bough the cake is without candle once...)29 August 09Today is my dear 'Lyen' birthday..Here, to wish him happy always and dream come true!!!Where we go celebrate his birthday? Heh3..i think you never do it with thebf right?? Today, we hang out with my mun and go for the book fair at KLCC loh...(what mybf thinking? This you can go to read my blogs title "29 August 09" and you will get the answer after you read...) 30 August 09Nothing special, today i went back to Ulu Yam and come back to Kepong at 7pm.. After that, we stay at home and count down at home.. "Happy Merdeka"31 August 09My august life is finish on today and start from tomorrow i want to enjoy my new life lah..(Why i not wrote anything at here? Because i'm a "ZAI NV" and thebf back to JB on today 3pm..So, nothing special for me on today...)
8月29日 -- 生日快乐今天是“立缘”的生日，原本是要跟他一起出去吃一餐好的。但...因为薪水到现在都还没发，我便不能给他惊喜，就连想要买给他的礼物都还没买。（真是个没用的女朋友啊！！）对不起啊！！在您的生日当天不但没有好好的陪你过，而却还要您陪我一起去逛书展。不过，你一直的告诉我（没关系）只要有我陪在你身边，你就很开心了。但是，我就不那么想了。因为，我好像就那么草草了事的陪他过了今年的生日。不好意识啊！！我的立缘...^.^明年的今天，我们再好好的庆祝一番吧!@.@在此...祝您生日快乐!!!
